What I Wish To Say.

Day in and day out i breath this air and move about. Looking for an excuse to say I love you everyday. Why most this love go unburdened why most I try to be a man. When I look at your face all I can see is love, warmth and pride. I believe with all my heart you are the one for me. But I am to stupid to see that sometimes I taint or love. So then I steadily try to scrub the pain away and once again there is only pain. This relationship between you and me was always meant to be. That is why I feel that your such a strong part of me. Let me love you the only way I can as the man you want to love you. Even though today I feel that this little war of ours is your fault. Still I will leave and kiss you before I get on the bus. When our time come to end our little game then we both know what we will gain. And this is what I wish I could say today. But I'm to afraid to say, for I might cry or become angry. And I don't want to lose you because I was a wimp or pimp. So all I want is for you to listen as I try to complete this mission. The mission of love is one cruel admission, but if we hold on long enough this will all just become an intermission. But baby I promise not end this transmission.

Why Be Like That?

You ever had a day that you could only say wow to. Well not to long from now i had that day. My day was going fairly well and i was starting to enjoy myself because I was getting out of school early. So while i was chilling and relaxing with my friends, Demetrius asked Lakeya who she was going to prom with, and she said that she didn't know. Now two things went through my mind, 1 you asked me to go with you in the first place and 2 why say you don't know right in front of me. I mean did I do you that bad you pull some bull like that out of your head. Ever since we broke up and became friends with benefits it has been like the worst. I have to force myself to talk to her, we constantly argue (well we actually just ignore one another), and we can never agree with something. Not to mention the smallest thing pisses her off. All i want is some room to breath, but she wants everything in the world. I try i really do. She always asks me to call her at a specific time but she nevers answer. When I go talk to Aaron when shes with Shadae she gets a attitude, but when shes talking to Shadae and I'm alone its fine. And shes always dropping hints and signs and sometimes i pick up on them other times that i don't she starts her little mood problem. It really sickens me how much she makes me angry. I love her, but maybe were just not meant for one another.

Me and You

I think on our future
the future of us two
the way you see me now
only makes think its true
the feelings that i have for you
can never ever become subdued
because i know that deep down
you feel the same feelings too
i always you for a kiss
before our separate departures
and i think to myself
man you are the truth
a simple peck on the lips
only makes me think of you
I know you can't stand me
and you know i can't stand you too
but it takes not one but two
for us both to hate each other
it can sometimes fell like a zoo
especially when i think of you
all i ask is come to me
let us experience something new
and if you're not ready
then know this
i love you too.

The Love I Have For You

To wake up to the thought
the thought of you
to know that i love you
to want to see your precious face
is a thought that i keep true
the way i fell for you
is never matched by another
to think that me and you were together
hurts my image of you
why put of the inevitable
we both know whats true
that we love one another
this is in my heart and its true
when i see you
i see many other things
the time at our little spot
to a time of me bieng with you
but through the good and bad
one thing is true
that i love you
i love you so much
this thing is true
to be back together with you
is the one thing that will make me woo
deep down i know you want me too
so why wait any longer
unless your love for me isn't true
why say that to you
because i want to know
is it really true
or do i have a clue
if theres one thing i can say
is that i love you
and this is the love i have for you.

The Recollection of a Soldier's Battles

The time he spent in sorrow of the lost of his brother brought him ever closer to oblivion. Draco, the youngest of four brothers, was on a mission for justice. He traveled the planet Sera with his soldier duties only to be reminded of the event that left him scared. The lost of his second eldest brother Kai Yin. Formerly a Captain of the Coalination of Ordered Governments (C.O.G.), Kai was slain from the bullet of a Thereon Guard, a soldier in the Locust Horde. He slowly fell to the ground as Draco watched his brother. The bullet came from a weapon known as the Hammerburst. Two of the weapons that the Theron has in his possecetion (the other being a Torque Bow). His enterinal range for Therons have grown such more that instead of being aggresive he became more efiicent and paitent in his duty to eliminate all Therons. Before Kai's dying breath he gave Draco his Jo-Lan Katana, a sword of their ancestors. It was orginally supposed to be in the possecetion of the eldest brother Torruk, a sergeant in the C.O.G., but he declined it. So Kai was given it, much to the envy of Lyiok (the third eldest Yin brother). With the Katana Draco slew 397 Locust soldiers including 182 Theron Guards. He quickly rose from Lance Corproal to a new Captain rank. He felt fulfilled that he took the rank of his brother. The Katana gave Draco everything he needed to avenge his brother's death. His other brothers Torrok and Lyoik worried he would become infacturated with such a blood lust for the Therons that they both had him in their squad, Torrok first then Lyiok. But the rank of captain meant that you were capable of controlling your own squad. So Draco was given a five man squad. Rain, Thomas a.k.a. Tom, D'Anthony a.k.a. King, and Lance. With his new squad Draco truly came closer to his mission of annihilating the Locust Horde. He gave precise orders on the battle field which only further made it clear to the officials that he was truly a competent soldier and worsening his brothers fear of him becoming tainted with blood lust. He didn't listen nor thought about his brothers warnings. After every batlle he would look to the sky to see if his brother was their to watch him. He only saw clouds of his face. One of his most talked about battles in the C.O.G. was his single handed attacks on the locust camps which lead to a 250 Locust rush at he and his squad at the Landmine Building. Even with the impressive Locust count Draco and his squad Beta easily dispatched the Locust Attack. This battle was put down into the C.O.G. archieves as the 3 hour war. Draco and his squad gained phenomenal praise.

A Brothers Sorrow

As the Horde drew closer and closer the civilians scurried the battle field looking for places to hide. But not one squad. They stood ready for the battle to come, even knowing that they were outnumbered 10 to 1. The leader of the squad, Captain Kai Yin, and the rest of the squad, Draco Yin, his younger brother, Sasana Looke, Antonio Hoyle, Terrance Trend, and Donovan McTruth, felt ready for the battle to come. Kai gave his squad specific instructions and told them if they followed his instructions to the letter that they were guarenteed that they would come out this battle triumphant. Draco was told to defend the rear using a mulcher gun to destroy half of the wave before they came towards the building where the squad launched their attacks, Sasana was told to assist Kai with lancering them down into submission, Terrance was sniping and Antonio was using the mortar rocket launcher to disperse of the Horde. As Kai noticed a retreat from the enemy he was shot by a lone Horde captain right in the chest. Draco witnessed his brother fall to the ground dying. He left his post to rushed to consoul his brother in his arms. He steadily repeated not like this.. not like this while tears jerked from his onto his brother's cheeks. Kai told his younger brother to lead his squad to victory, and Draco promised him that he would. After Kai's last dying breath, Draco gave the team orders that not only repelled the Horde attack, but crushed them at the same time. When the battle was over, Draco shed one last final tear.

The Bloody Soldier

As the final bullet left the chamber of the automatic rifle called the The Lancer, he saw only 7 enemies. He looked up to the heavens and the called out his older brothers name. "Kai" was his name and after the scream he charged at the enemies with the cinaving look upon his face. He lashed out at the enemies with his chainsaw bayonet reving. He slowly ripped through one then another. The chainsaw started to lose its effect so he dropped his gun and switch to his shotgun with the idea of blasting through his friends.